whos body is this?!?

first off i cant believe im writing this! but what the hell?!? ive put everything else out there!
i often find myself looking in the mirror and asking...whos body is this that im living in!?!? and on monday night at our weekly girls night the topic of our bodies came up (as it often does). i have 4 very close and awesome friends ( we refer to ourselves as the fab 5...for obvious reasons) and although we are all so different (personality and body type alike) we all realized that we have room for improvment in our own way.
so tuesday started a new day for me! im gonna work on this body. im going to exercise and eat healthy. i deserve to. my kids deserve to have a healthy mom. luis deserves to have a wife who is happy with herself...which leads to being an all around better person.

this is what i want to look/feel like. us in 2007. i will get back to this!

although i do believe that after you have kids  the lbs are harder to shed...i dont want to use that as an excuse! luis and i would love to have more children, and im admitting it....im afraid to gain more and more weight with each pregnancy and its only going to get harder and harder to loose. so what better time than now?! and what better group to be doing it with!?